Well I havn't been updating for a while - time to get back on track.

I am currently taking leave of nottingham - due to gradually accumulating stress fed by and feeding lack of sleep. People get shot in nottingham, and I've been watching to much news on T.V, that coupled with getting into my project whilst realising this term is worth about 60% of my degree is what is worrying me. I really do seem to have lost my ability to cope with stress - people used to tell me I was one of the most chilled out people ever. Something has changed since then - ambition. As soon as I've finished by degree, I'm through with ambition, just the easy life for me (well for a year anyway) I need to reacquaint myself with the parts of myself I like the most. That sounds dodgy but I'll leave it in anyway...

I seem to have no time to relax naturally, I have to force it and I also percieve everybody else to have no time, is this what life is? Maybe I should give up my worldly possesions. But in the words of my mum, 'but I like my worldly possesions', but thats the point isnt it but. My head has sort of lost contact with my heart, I need to reintroduce the two. But get a degree first...